life is full of ups & downs

2010-04-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

im turning 18 in less than 2 hours time.
but, im not that excited leh..
to me, is just getting 1 year older. nothing special.

mummy is strange today!
she asked me what time i would be sleeping tonight.
and if i am sleeping after 12midnight, must wake her up before sleeping.
but now, she said that its alright, she will wake me up in the morning instead.
then, i would have to follow some procedures.
what is she up to?? hmmmmm~
is it a traditional practice for those who are turning 18? =/

anw.. a big thankyou for those who gave me my birthday presents in advance.
really appreciate it a lot for your time & effort(:

2010-04-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

boyfriend is currently feeling unwell................

sadded =(

im trying to go on diet now..

however, diet plan will affect my current health..

but, then again, i desperately need to run down before school reopen..

how?? x(

2010-03-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

am i really stupid?? x(

2010-03-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

have not been blogging for extremely long already.
anw, my final exams are finally over.
hopefully, i can pass & promote to year 2.
i don't wanna stay back or retake any modules uh.
thought of having a good rest today, since i have not been resting well the past few days.
however, i got to help out at my aunt stall tmr!!
poor me, cant have a good rest after my exam x(

anyway, i have a feeling that im gonna fall sick soon.
how how? i hate being sick.
infact, no one loves being sick right?
guess i should drink lots of water for the time being!

oh ya, i saw jack neo's news yesterday. super shocking!!!!
i simply cant believe that he's this kind of person.
but but but, i am sure he will repent after this incident.
because this incident have already made his wife & kids feeling ashame.
so, by now, he should be feeling remorseful of his actions.
im sure he feels ashame of himself too yea.
&& im also proud of him as he admits everything instead of denying his wrongdoings.
so yea, he knows his mistakes.

alright, i really need to turn in now.

P.S yk & co, you guys better visit me when im working!! heeeeeees~

2010-02-11T19:42:00.000-08:00

recieved a bouquet of roses, a teddy bear & card.
so pretty & cute!
but main prob is, it is unknown ~.~
thought was boyfr who wanted to give me a surprise, but not him leh.
i wonder who could it be...
if you are the one & is reading my post now, kindly msg me okay? smiles(:

2010-01-24T09:11:00.000-08:00

im sorry. i didnt know that you was rushed to hospital ytd.
no one informed me. virtually no one.
sometimes i wonder if im treated as one of you.
i came to know this matter only today.
i admit that i was outside ytd, but is making a call so difficult?
even when you reached the hospital, why didnt anyone of you called me?
i can rush down immediately because you are impt to me.
but, i didnt, because i was kept in the dark till today.

forget it, at least you are fine now.
& im just ranting out here though none of you will be able to read my blog.

i hope that nothing will happen to you when im in korea.

2010-01-13T00:23:00.000-08:00

phew~ finished 10km run including walking with alvin.
frm serangoon to hougang & back to serangoon....
reached hougang, meet boyfr awhile then joggged back.
obviously, i walked alot during my way back.
alvin have damn good stamina, i swear.
haha alright, gdnight people.
im going to find things to do yea(:

2010-01-12T18:51:00.000-08:00

caught sherlock holmes & avatar 3D already!!!!!
both were nice movies yea(:
but still wanna watch alvin & the chipmunks two leh...
though i heard frm several ppl that its not that nice.
but, i still wanna watch hahaha!

chinese new year is approaching....
will mummy give me money to spend on new clothes this year? =/
& why must valentine day fall on chinese new year?
tsktskk..

2010-01-03T00:02:00.000-08:00

A brand new year will be a better year~
How true is it? Can i trust it?
On 1 JAN 2010, my ex msg-ed me sarcastically asking me to patch with him..
he knows he doesnt treat me well & caused deep hurt inside me.
but he chosed to spoil my new year by waiting for that day to arrive!
just because of the msg, i cried, remembering all the past!
are you satisfied?!
YOU, fall into the 99% category of guys!
BUT, you have not repented a single bit!
you dont even deserve to continue living on this earth!

nevermind, i SHALL NOT let HIM disturb my life anymore(:

2009-12-31T21:09:00.000-08:00

so how you guys going to celebrate your new year countdown later?
im going for K session at friend's hse haha.
sound a little boring but im sure it will be fun with those ppl around me(:
alright, shall watch xia yi zhan xing fu now! haha!
waiting for hai pai tian xin ep10!!!! ANXIOUS~

2009-12-27T15:54:00.000-08:00

Read joanne's blog.
Found that one of her sentence/phrase is v.true!
Sometimes A conversation that seems to be stupid make u laugh just so happily ((:

Anyway..............

A brand new year is approaching!
Are you guys excited? I am superly excited haha!
A new year is good such that I can forget all the unhappy memories which happens during the previous year(:
But still, every year will have at least a unhappy thing happening.
It's life, everyone have to face it, right? That's why life have its ups & downs.
Alright, have you guys start planning your new year resolutions?
I have a habit on planning this every single year since primary school.

Sharing with you guys my new year resolutions(:

I want to be laughing very often, happiness is the most impt thing in life!

I wanna take my driving license after my birthday.

I wanna have a good GPA point before promoting to 2nd year.

I shall start exercising at least 4 times per week!!

Learn how to cycle & rollerblade.

oh ya, boyfr is coming back in few more hours!
Triple YAY to LynnChua! (:

2009-12-26T05:31:00.000-08:00

GOSH! i cant get to slp~
when i close my eyes, i kept on thinking about my boyfr...
& tears just flow down automatically...
i miss him too much~ how? x(
i have to wait till sun.
it may seems very short to everyone, but not for me...
THOMAS TAN CHUN WEI! im really missing you badly....
im fine with friends around, but i miss you double when im alone.

2009-12-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

whoo~ celebrated my x'mas eve dinner with shihui & co.
as for night, celebrated with joanne, shirlyn, alvin, ben, eddy & darlie!
had fun with them =D
hmm, went out with joanne, alvin, eddy & ben jus now for spice.
then slacked at airport & changi runway.
sianz, miss my boyfr x(
last message frm him was that he will call me upon reaching s'pore as his hp no batt alr & end with a kiss(:
miss him soooooo much..........
i simply cant imagine him going into NS for 2 weeks!
alright, shall turn in now~
goodnight(:

2009-12-22T03:44:00.000-08:00

boyfr just left my house..
hmm~ he's leaving for taiwan in another 6 hours & 17 mins x(
LOL cried before he left my house..
gonna stay home in the afternoon to rush my research..
cause im meeting nat on wed to do the project!
anw woke up for swimming with joanne just now..
then went point to meet boyfr, jeremy, gena & alvin.
head to amk to fetch ben & garden for DAN DOU HUA =D
alrights, i shall try my best to turn in now....
nights everyone~

2009-12-19T20:24:00.000-08:00

went swimming with joanne yesterday when we woke up.
cause she stayed over at my house on thursday.
after that, prepared & went roxy square 2 with her.
then took bus to hougang point & walked to amk industrial park...
LOL went to see furnitures & walked all the way back to point for shaker fries!
eh, healthy lifestyle eh~ =D
haha airport with boyfr, alvin, shirlyn & ah ben for ice-cream(:
yum yum~~~~~

**sry for nt joining you both @ chompchomp uh, nat & kiamin x(

as for now, i need to prepare & wait for boyfr to fetch me uh.
hmmm. i didnt went to teach ballet today x(
cant wake up =/ die die die.....
& joanne is supposed to come over to my place to swim, but shes too tired.
so no exercise for me today, GOSH, fats are coming back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm, going jogging tmr with boyfr, alvin, shirlyn & joanne(:

preparation time starts now...............................

2009-12-16T18:23:00.000-08:00

currently at boyfriend's house.
he seems to be angry with me, hmmmm~
cause i was supposed to reach his house at 2, but i reached at 5pm.
nvm shall "hong" him later hahaha...
going mahjong at gena house ltr!
LOL lucky ytd never play, if not will be playing mahjong for a consecutive of 1 week.
waiting for alvin to reach so that we can go for a haircut..
im going to trim my eyebrows ltr too, refresh refresh(:
need to transfer money too, bought a bag from cloveavenue =D

going for a short nap now, though i've slept for 16 hours alr =X
woohoo~

2009-12-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

whoo~ im home after mahjong-ing @ gena house...
hmm how now? im waiting for the time to strike at 7am, so thats i could prepare.
and is currently 6.30am now...
hope my temper will be good without and sleep =D
anw, must meet up with kelly asap as im super curious about her hair extension!
&&& also need to meet up with eileen lee yi ning!!!!!!!
super long nvr catch up with her x(
alright, i shall go get a super short rest.
hopefully, i wouldnt fall asleep & wake up late =/

2009-12-09T03:06:00.000-08:00

Out of 100% of GUYS, 99% are real BASTARDS.

99% of GUYS love boasting to their friends once SEX is gained.

99% of GUYS are never sensitive to anything.

99% of GUYS just love the feeling of wooing a girl, but treat them like shit after being together!

99% of GIRLS are evil, however 99% of GUYS are heartbreakers.

If you fall into the 99% category, you either change for the better OR continue your ways and wait for your retribution!

2009-12-07T17:51:00.000-08:00

Never ever try ways & means to woo a girl, IF you don't intend to treasure her!

Why bother to woo someone successfully & end up flirting with other girls?

Don't ever hurt other's feelings as you wouldn't want someone to treat you the same(:

2009-12-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

sick again~
flu, fever & sorethroat never fail to visit me during PMS x(
anw, boyfriend have turned 20 yesterday(:
went vivo for his birthday dinner with gena.
gave him a set of perfume & a card.
hope he likes it yeah!
gotta go rest now~ loves you piggy!

2009-11-30T20:55:00.000-08:00

went punggol end to celebrate joanne's 20th bdae ytd(:
remembered some unhappy memories upon reaching..
but nvm, joanne tends to trigger a laugh LOL!

today is a boring day.
standard, monday blues~
tmr having exam, yet im not prepared for both modules at all.
jus met boyfriend jus now.
passed him his gym things. hais, he will be quitting sch.
thought of, why not wait till april, then retake his attachment.
but since he doesnt want it, then i shall respect his decision.
as long as he is happy, then just let him be(:

shall try to study now =/

2009-11-25T22:50:00.000-08:00

tiring day at school...
weather was so humid, & the classrooms have no aircon!
hence kept wanting to fall asleep =/
went junction 8 with corissa after school.
slept, the moment i reached home, haha xD
im feeling so depressed whenever i look at the mirror now~
i look so fat, & the actual fact is that im really getting fatter!
im like getting fatter day by day~ hais...
dun even dare to look into the mirror now.
but if i dun look, then i get fatter, i wun know leh, then worst lor!
how how how???
anw, supposed to study at the airport with shihui.
but im really tired to go out.
so last min decision is........... stay at home(:
actually was also afraid that boyfr might worry.
& shihui love calling other people out la! hor shihui?!
ltr got guys turn up, i wouldnt know how to explain to boyfr...
lucky my comments are disabled, so you cant scold me here =X

another thing, getting stressed up by her.
not buying present nor making cards for her on her bdae seems like so wrong??
before her bdae, i was contemplating if i should do something for her.
but i felt that since i know that i dun really like her, why should i act as if i love her!
i have no idea why she's jealous of me.
studies are better off than me, looks so much prettier than me, what is she jealous about?!
she have parental love too. she have everything that i have.
condemned me when i choosed ITE before my results, yet encouraged me to enter ITE after getting my results.
so many things about her, but i just cant blog it out.
i cant pour out my feelings here too much.
sometimes, i really do envy people having nice, fun & caring siblings...

2009-11-23T20:17:00.000-08:00

monday blues~ cabbed to sch today due to heavy rain.
but when i reached sch, heavy rain became drizzle ~.~
anw sch was extremely boring today.
whole clique, only nat came to sch =/
one word, LIFELESS~

hmm.. i wanna go jogging leh..
but shihui is currently not at home, so cant acc me x(
thought of shirlyn, but think better let her rest since she have work tmr.
asked boyfriend, but he said he's tired. mayb because he just finish gym =/
plus my house gym trackmill is spoilt.
so how? i dont lyk jogging alone, so lonely.. LOL
nvm, shall not jog today.
hope i dun get fatter, will i? haha.

2009-11-22T23:45:00.000-08:00

yeah! went jogging with shirlyn at my vacinity(:
i must run down at least 1kg or better still 2kg, by this week.
BUT, is it possible? =/
need to turn in now, must have an early night~

2009-11-21T23:58:00.000-08:00

did nothing much today.
went SMU with boyfriend & isaac to support shirlyn's blogshop flee!
she have nice clothings there(:
so girls, purchase ure clothes from her blogshop yeah!

www.thestagewalk@livejournal.com

haha. im not really advertising for her ah.
just feel that her clothings are really nice & of good quality(:
so yep, me & boyfriend went YMCA awhile.
looked for my ballet teacher.
oh gosh! i need to start my class next sat!
which means, i need to run down ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anw after that, went SG to watch boyfriend & isaac dota =/
went orchard with boyfriend & alvin to get my dad's pressie xD
yeah. had dinner there, varieites of meat. FATTENING!
now, boyfriend just left my hse for zouk with edwin & his cousins!
while, im gonna turn in right now!
nights~

2009-11-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

yes, neglecting this new blog =/
hoho~ finally isaac & shirlyn are together, sweet couple =D
anyway, boyfriend was back from camp ytd!
miss him hell loads~
had steamboat at his house with isaac & shirlyn(:
went loyang & BoonLay for supper~
boyfriend came over to my house after sending shirlyn home..
yeah thats all for ytd..
as for right now, i just return home from sch not long!
&&& i saw a HUGE cockroach running towards me!!!
obviously i screamed lyk nobody business uh ~.~
but ya, its gone now.
gonna go blogshopping now~~~~~~~ xD

P.S i know my blog looks dull, give me some time to "beautify" it yea (:

2009-11-09T03:41:00.000-08:00

im wondering when did i stop blogging...
hmm~ if im not wrong, it should be 2 years back? haha.
anyway i have decided to start blogging again was mainly because of my boyfr (:
and i shall keep this blog as secretive as possible.
as in only my ITE friends & very few others will know.
okay, shall start updating tmr.